Friday, August 14, 2015

Where...

Where Does the Temple Begin,
Where Does It End?

 
There are things you can’t reach.  But
you can reach out to them, and all day long.
 
The wind, the bird flying away.  The idea of God.
 
And it can keep you as busy as anything else, and happier.
 
The snake slides away; the fish jumps, like a little lily,
out of the water and back in; the goldfinches sing
from the unreachable top of the tree.
 
I look; morning to night I am never done with looking.
 
Looking I mean not just standing around, but standing around
as though with your arms open.
 
And thinking: maybe something will come, some
shining coil of wind,
or a few leaves from any old tree – 
they are all in this too.
 
And now I will tell you the truth.
Everything in the world
comes.
 
At least, closer.
 
And, cordially.
 
Like the nibbling, tinsel-eyed fish; the unlooping snake.
Like goldfinches, little dolls of gold
fluttering around the corner of the sky
 of God, the blue air.
 
~ Mary Oliver ~



(Why I Wake Early)

Friday, August 7, 2015

Saturday, August 1, 2015

Love Yourself...




http://mydailybreadandbutter.com



“Sometimes it’s the pain of love that transforms you into someone who has the courage to take it on.” Marianne Williamson, The Age of Miracles





I am making room for LOVE,
S

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Feeling you...



This sounds like it would be a good album...what do you think?

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

love yourself...

And kid, you’ve got to love yourself. You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then you’ve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. You’ve got to stop taking everything so goddamn personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. You’ve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. You’ve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. You’ve got to stop worrying about what you’re going to tell her when she finds out. You’ve got to stop over thinking why he stopped caring about you over six months ago. You’ve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. Fuck it. Love yourself, kiddo. You’ve got to love yourself.
Unknown 

(via thatkindofwoman)

When I See You Again...



Heard this on the way to Lava, makes me think of you:) oh wait, everything makes me think of you...well the good stuff that is, xoxox.
S

Oh yes,


Friday, July 17, 2015

Time after time...

I wanna kiss you all over... And over again:)

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Dreaming of my lovers touch...

"Lovers know, each contact with another

is a spark of the divine.

Lovers move through this world

Awake to intimacy,

Each touch a revelation

Never to be repeated"


Grahya grahaka samvitta samanya sarva dehinam

Yoginam tu visesosti sambandha savadhanata

Vigyan Bhairav 


Tantra translation by Lorin Roche


http://shashisolluna.com/2015/06/03/tips-to-find-the-tantric-touch/

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Saturday, July 4, 2015

Full...

Bouquet for my love...Creative Action


A bit of Creative Action
for my love

~Trusting the Process~

Opening wide, opening up
Everything is possible & fertile. 
The light of truth shines brightly above,
Illuminating a path to your soul.
Moving beyond the need to know,
Moving creativity outside the box.
Trust the process as the seasons turn,
Circling a passionate climax.
Seeing your face in pictures,
Listening to voice through text,
Finding your spirit in nature;
Connections through disconnect.

~S

Thursday, July 2, 2015

Love, Fear, Relating

Beloved Lover,
There are fears deep within me.
Let those fears not create controlling patterns.
May I not create a contract based upon bonds of fear, turning our relationship into a bondage of limitation.
But rather may I find empowered ways to express those fears,
And beloved please only hear, only listen;
I do not ask you to fix me.
I do not ask to modify your behavior nor censor yourself away from your highest truth in response to my fears.
I ask you not to take responsibility nor feel guilty for my fears…they are merely the ancestral baggage I carry and am on the path of releasing.
But dear lover, if you see or hear my fears, please have loving compassion upon them.
They are not who I am and yet I carry them in this life until they are loved and forgiven and released.
So let us hold our fears, mine and your own, in our loving embrace. They are no different from a frightened child, so let us embrace them and love them until they melt, release and let go. May all fear return to love.
And may our relationship be a haven for healing, for as we heal ourselves we heal the world.
In the name of Love. Thank you

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Monday, June 29, 2015

Most beautiful mountain top of sunflowers~ reminds me of the walk we took up where you like to go. I woke up naturally today to mother earth's breath through the quaking aspens~ sounded like ocean waves~dreaming of you.

Saturday, June 27, 2015

I miss you


Another breakdown...

It's alright if you love me, it's alright if you don't, I'm not afraid of you runnin' away. HONEY, I get the  feelin' you won't...  Baby..
on a Tom Petty kick, his song "breakdown."
Hope your weekend is well,
S

Friday, June 26, 2015

One Hundred Love Sonnets: XVII


TRANSLATED BY MARK EISNER
I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,   
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:   
I love you as one loves certain obscure things,   
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries   
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,   
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose   
from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,   
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,   
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,   
so close that your eyes close with my dreams.

Sonnet 17/ Audio

my heart hugging your heart,
all my love,
S

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

unconditional conditons...


un·con·di·tion·al
ˌənkənˈdiSH(ə)n(ə)l/
adjective
  1. not subject to any conditions.
    "unconditional surrender"
    synonyms:wholeheartedunqualified,
    unreservedunlimitedunrestricted,
    unmitigatedunquestioning
    "they gave their mom's new husband
     an unconditional welcome"







Tuesday, June 23, 2015

...



I know we can't be together, remember I love, always have always 
will.  Kiss those kids and love & cherish every moment you have 
with them, they are the sweetest treasure.  I hope the best for you
and your family. I have wanted to run away knowing the pain you
& your family are going through, I'm overcome with sadness &
guilt, I'm drowning, wish I could take it all away.  I just wanted to
hold you yesterday.  I hope you are all getting better & healing
continues.  You are all in my heart.  I'm lost, but really trying not to
give up.  
Namaste

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Friday, June 19, 2015

I Shall Believe...





I know you will find your way.

S

Love...

I have always told my kids... "you love who you love & you can't always help who you love,"

and I just love you,
S

True Love...





My heart is hugging your heart.   I hope you can feel it.
<3
S

Thursday, June 18, 2015

Trying...

...to find a way to express to you, that I have realized today that "love knows no boundaries."  I am not sorry for what has happened between us, I am sorry for the trouble it has caused those around us, but I have no regrets.  I can't imagine a moment not in love with you.  Please let me know if yo feel this...



My heart is hugging your heart.
S