Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Monday, June 29, 2015

Most beautiful mountain top of sunflowers~ reminds me of the walk we took up where you like to go. I woke up naturally today to mother earth's breath through the quaking aspens~ sounded like ocean waves~dreaming of you.

Saturday, June 27, 2015

I miss you


Another breakdown...

It's alright if you love me, it's alright if you don't, I'm not afraid of you runnin' away. HONEY, I get the  feelin' you won't...  Baby..
on a Tom Petty kick, his song "breakdown."
Hope your weekend is well,
S

Friday, June 26, 2015

One Hundred Love Sonnets: XVII


TRANSLATED BY MARK EISNER
I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,   
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:   
I love you as one loves certain obscure things,   
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries   
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,   
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose   
from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,   
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,   
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,   
so close that your eyes close with my dreams.

Sonnet 17/ Audio

my heart hugging your heart,
all my love,
S

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

unconditional conditons...


un·con·di·tion·al
ˌənkənˈdiSH(ə)n(ə)l/
adjective
  1. not subject to any conditions.
    "unconditional surrender"
    synonyms:wholeheartedunqualified,
    unreservedunlimitedunrestricted,
    unmitigatedunquestioning
    "they gave their mom's new husband
     an unconditional welcome"







Tuesday, June 23, 2015

...



I know we can't be together, remember I love, always have always 
will.  Kiss those kids and love & cherish every moment you have 
with them, they are the sweetest treasure.  I hope the best for you
and your family. I have wanted to run away knowing the pain you
& your family are going through, I'm overcome with sadness &
guilt, I'm drowning, wish I could take it all away.  I just wanted to
hold you yesterday.  I hope you are all getting better & healing
continues.  You are all in my heart.  I'm lost, but really trying not to
give up.  
Namaste

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Friday, June 19, 2015

I Shall Believe...





I know you will find your way.

S

Love...

I have always told my kids... "you love who you love & you can't always help who you love,"

and I just love you,
S

True Love...





My heart is hugging your heart.   I hope you can feel it.
<3
S

Thursday, June 18, 2015

Trying...

...to find a way to express to you, that I have realized today that "love knows no boundaries."  I am not sorry for what has happened between us, I am sorry for the trouble it has caused those around us, but I have no regrets.  I can't imagine a moment not in love with you.  Please let me know if yo feel this...



My heart is hugging your heart.
S

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

A few loving laughs...

Laughter is the best medicine...














Image result for funny love notes



The First Time...



You make my heart sing.
S

Johnny Cash - You are my Sunshine Original





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Please don't take my sunshine AWAY.

Sending light...



Love this song, beautiful little video...thinking of you:)
S

Truth...

You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.

- Buddha -


I love you & I miss you.  You are the sun that brightens my day & the moon that lights my way, so it sucks when you're not around eh.  My heart hugs your heart.
~S

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Brand New Old Friend





Was beginning to lose hope- found the note in my mat- my dear old friend.

Can't stop the tears, what is next???  Should I stay or should I go???

Please tell me.

S

"I was passionate...

BY LAL DED


TRANSLATED BY JANE HIRSHFIELD
I was passionate,
filled with longing,
I searched
far and wide.

But the day
that the Truthful One
found me,
I was at home.

Friday, June 12, 2015

Embrace...

Presence...

"When you love someone, the best thing you can offer is your presence. How can you love if you are not there?" 
~Thich Nhat Hanh

Monday, June 8, 2015

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Shakespeare...

from Romeo and Juliet

Romeo[to JULIET]
      If I profane with my unworthinest hand
      This holy shrine, the gentle sin is this;
      My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand
      To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.
Juliet:     Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much,
     Which mannerly devotion shows in this;
     For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch,
     And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss.
Romeo:     Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?
Juliet:     Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer.
Romeo:     O! then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do;
     They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair.
Juliet:     Saints do not move, though grant for prayer's sake.
Romeo:     Then move not, while my prayers' effect I take.

     Thus from my lips, by thine, my sin is purg'd.  [Kissing her.]
Juliet:     Then have my lips the sin that they have took.

Romeo:     Sin from thy lips?  O trespass sweetly urged!
Juliet:     Give me mysin again.

William Shakespeare


Thinking of you...



Melt me song for sure:)